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anw havent watched a single movie for the past wk man! coz no $$ .. really went movie mad the other time watched insanely so many shows! so muz restrict.. and lots of gReaT movies r coming out! like Star Wars, THE Interpretor, Kingdom of Heaven and Coach Carter which is aLrEaDy out!!! haha oh dearie i think i'm gonna get real broke! anw i just completed my first tuition session ydae haha and well the feeling's not bad! i'm actually thinking of getting more students, dealing with JC CMaths and Chem or upper Sec Physics, Maths or Chem! heh my fav will be Maths la of course so pple out there if u have any lobang call me okie!:) listening to Zhong Liang's Tong Hua now.. i'm so in love with it! haha it's a really sweet song hee:)
Reflection and the homily today rang many many bells in my head and the words,'Why me?' bounced back and forth endlessly. i had actually previously wanted to post something yesterday, including those exact words, but i was halfway through it and i just shut down the whole window coz it was just too upsetting yeah and it all really boiled down to, 'Why me just why me?' but i realised, through today's sermon, that well there are many things in life, but we, esp I often focus on the ugly sides of things.. we can curse, we can swear and we can just super kao-bey abt how life suxs and how much we are suffering or whatsoever and nothing we do can actually change reality. But somehow it is how we look at it and bear with it and hopefully try really try to do something about it no matter how much shit it is we have to put up with that truly matters.. Well, on the other hand, of course there's a whole great deal, probably a greater weightage of other things that are lovely, that are so worth cherishing in our lives.. and it is in our very hands how happy we wanna be, for God opened our eyes, gave us all the will to choose, this will to love.. God indeed works in mysterious and astounding ways..
wOrK and it feels so weird waking up so earlY! norm i wake up at like 10am?! but now i have to wake up at 7+ , how crap is that la! but it's a healthy habit to wake up early and slp early, but slping early is something that is very hard to do.. coz it's often the night that's nice... heh yeah so have been reAlly tired trying to adjust my body to this timing.. anw we havent officially started work.. only tmr start as we have been under training.. like lec style?!! it was qt boring on the first day la but it got more interesting as in the content... our job is actually to screen the income tax forms la but we still had to learn the basis of taxation and how the whole system works.. i guess that's better too coz it will all fit together and make sense if not you wont even know why is this done and stuff like that... anw tax is pretty interesting haha.. but chim-o-logy though.. dividends blahblahblah kinda a bit of econs too which i did not take in jc.. everything just seems totally new so well learning experience! but i have loads more to know and i hope that the job will be interesting if not i'll be damn sian!! and something bad will happen always when i start getting sian... oh well anw watched American idol haha Constantine is damn coOl! i like rock man and he really ROXS! this season is just super exciting coz everyone is really gd and different.. i like Carrie too haha.. Bo the rocker and Vonzell is not bad too..a lot of them are really superb heh.. well today Nadia got eliminated and it was quite sad la coz felt that it was just that one performance of hers ydae that wasnt very gd.. and feel that she has much greater talent than some of the rest la.. but it's a new beginning for her!:)
tOugh StUff anyway yup the week has almost passed.. it's like 2 am on sun morning now... anw and yeah the second batch of army boys have just gone in... means that my whole cohort of guys in my year have gone in and it feels really qt different.. qt bad when the first batch went in liao lor.. hai anw at least i met up with them n stuff.. esp these last 3 wks have been great! not working and yeah going out qt a lot (which is not gd and i will make an effort to stay at home more!) Really gonna miss them!! and hope we can still be gd frenz heh coz it might be pretty difficult.. i dunno la feel so damn insecure.. anw.. at least i had a great time with them and that's worth cherishing:) and of course at least they went in with positive spirits:) was just thinking that the bestest friendships r those where you can dun talk for really long but you know that that person is there for u that kinda thing... yeah... at least i have God.. and that fills a large portion already heh.. heh oh well oh well... anw my mum got for me this job at IRAS.. yep right at novena! so far la.. but well the pay is 6.50 per hr which is not bad... data entry... i guess i'll just resign to this fate it seems pretty gd anw... and hopefully i can give tuition too to pay for uni hall..if i'm going NTU la.. gonna be real busy esp with church stuff to do.. but when there's a will there's a way! YEA! hai guess what! i got into SMU.. yeah already.. really fast... and direct into double degree...really lucky actually i must say.. and i now absolutely DO NOT KNOW where to go... i mean if i stay in Singapore i'll have to go to one of them so i'm really confused now... At first i was pretty confirmed i wanted to go NTU.. then the interviewer, i think he's the dean of Accountancy, was super duper convincing that SMU's education style is peRfEct for me.. and like they made me feel i would fit into their sch in their all-rounded culture blahblahblah.. ARGH! and i hate deciding so yeah.. but i still thank God they accepted me though.. oh and yeah i had to wait until now before writing this post becaUsE i spent hours making this template la! Though html is pretty interesting, it just took some time to learn and get used to it.. and i did it almost fr scratch! except the picture and idea of the boxes! i still havent finished doing it up totally yet.. like still missing the title.. coz the html code for the font size just doesnt apply i have to go figure yep.. and the worst thing is that no words can be in caps and that problem is super duper strange la.. heh it's really purply and bluey though.. my fav colours muahahaha... hee but i LiKe..
Poolie! And yesterday was such a nice day to rest at home!! coz it was raining and all, but heh turned out to be nicer to meet them too coz it would prob be the last time i'll be seeing them before they go in... army.. haii we had dinner aft that.. at five star and THEN at the roti prata place... insane ate like so much la... haha but it was a great time alright.. so farnie haha... Anyway i'm up this morn sO early! haha so proud of myself... got up at 930 AM la! haha the earliest in ages.. yay! gonna get my gd slping habits back in..! got up at 1 pm the day before lorz haha.. anw well the Pope has passed on.. and though i did not know much about him, except merely reading about his death and the deeds he has done... i am sOmEhoW, and i am a practical person at that, touched. For his loving everyone, he is indeed loved and his legacy will indeed live on.. He is after all with God now..
Sunday!! and i even set my alarm but i apparently didnt hear it.. and woke up at like 1130?!! supposed to meet michelle right after church somemore.. haii! new aim: to regulate my slp! anw went to buy files with her den went for confi prep session.. yeah then went for mass and came home! haha so gd girlz come home for dinnerz coz i havent been home for dinner for almost the whole wk... been going out.. watched 3 movies this wk... ok review!! watched Miss Congeniality 2.. wasnt really tt gd.. the first one is much better..! so yeah pple dun waste ur $$ on it... watched Swing girls too yep yep the one showing exclusively at cine.. haha a really heartwarming and cute show abt how these Jap school girls formed a big jazz band.. qt funny too hee... and the big band music really rocked hee..yepp those who like jap shows go for it! it was nicee lastly BeCool is really kewl.. haha wasnt really enthu abt it coz i thought it's just one of those big hollywood kinda crappy shows.. but it's not just that.. it's about the ugliness of the music biz and how to get around it... yeah and of course the daNcIng was really stylo haha.. it makes u think too i like thinking shows heh... well and the company for all 3 shows were nice too... thank u peeps!:)
Blogger REVIVED! Yepp no sch man! haha for another 3 more months... yay! This is my longest hols so i guess i should put my time to good use... haha blogging being gd use?!!! gotta find a pretty template or make one from scratch which is what i really wanna do! haha gotta take some time though hee... anw applying to UK unis.. kinda undecided i mean i dont think i'm that pro to get in either?! hai oh well but i guess i'll just try and make the best out of it...
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