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Reflection and the homily today rang many many bells in my head and the words,'Why me?' bounced back and forth endlessly. i had actually previously wanted to post something yesterday, including those exact words, but i was halfway through it and i just shut down the whole window coz it was just too upsetting yeah and it all really boiled down to, 'Why me just why me?' but i realised, through today's sermon, that well there are many things in life, but we, esp I often focus on the ugly sides of things.. we can curse, we can swear and we can just super kao-bey abt how life suxs and how much we are suffering or whatsoever and nothing we do can actually change reality. But somehow it is how we look at it and bear with it and hopefully try really try to do something about it no matter how much shit it is we have to put up with that truly matters.. Well, on the other hand, of course there's a whole great deal, probably a greater weightage of other things that are lovely, that are so worth cherishing in our lives.. and it is in our very hands how happy we wanna be, for God opened our eyes, gave us all the will to choose, this will to love.. God indeed works in mysterious and astounding ways..
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