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~~ My efficiency has really been going down been trying to not go out so much so that can do some work at home, but in the end i end up watching television, going online and sleeping! Acra dearie said something to me ydae that really got me thinking... that i am so different from when i was in NY, where i mugged like hell seems as if i am somehow much less motivated now.. which is a good and bad thing i guess... gd that there are more important things in my life now and bad that yeah my grades will slip... i think in AC i had qt a gd balance somehow but in uni jus becoming slacker and slacker dunno whys...=( last sem already like big fat stupid lesson to me, but this sem i m working harder but like not a lot a lot harder la! i dun wanna end up being so damn disappointed with myself like last term and having so many regrets dammit! Hai I gotta motivate myself! Fionaaa stardieZ! I think i should start praying more too.. think i m not really praying these days, and sometimes prayer also helps in motivating myself.. hai and it will make many other things better tooz... God grant me strength...give me a way out... and heal those who truly need you  Well here's some pics one wk agoz ahha..went to watch memoirs of a geisha with Sa, lloyd, becks, yt and hazel... miss dem so so much! esp Sa i dun have any classes with her this sem at all=( but it was FuN hahaha lloyd was so crappy during the movie ahhaha FOS..! then aft tt we went bac to sch to watch opening cere for a while and took a million and one fotos hahhaha.. reminds me of last sem where everyday in sch like photoshoot coz got becks ahhaha oh then there were really pretty fireworks ahhaha then becks was like how excited she's damn funny... but they were really pretty pretty... Haha anw the above pic looks like we're in France or smth ahahha   the girleys~~! theyre so pretty rite! ahahha SMU lighted balls!!! ahahah okioki so nice to take pics then can have all the memories!! i wanna take manymany more with the AC peeps and the church peeps and with everybODy too! because happiness can be so beautifully reflected in tt sweet smile of yours=) HAPPY CNY everybody!
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