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i was just trying to make things better.. but perhaps it never would be better never would be the same i wish i was stronger.. to be able to take all these in my stride i thought that since it was my bday it would be more special, it would be a little something different to make up for the times that my heart has fallen so deep deep down hai BUT oh God thank YOu coz despite the sudden craziness that jolted me out of my cool you sent angels=) Met Timboz and geri dearie, both of you sure can cheer me upz just by being your very comical dummie silly selves=))) luv u guys loads=)) coz i was so so upsets it was killing meZ then beckz darling hahaha always being with me through it all*hugs* dearie i luv you so so much hahhaha not to forget shao, timo, and joses, u guys r so retarded it only makes me laugh even more.. and tho you might nt know it you guys really made my day=) I don't ask for much, I don't ask for more, but i thank GOD that these are but few of the many ppl i love so muchz that somehow help me through my days=) hai anw it's almost 1 am.. and i have a whole writing assignment to finish up by 7 am tmr which i haven't started.. God strengthen me=)
Sch Blues got 5 more chapters of econs to mug MUG MUG MUG it's amazing how come there's so much work in merely wk 6 of sch haha but in 9 wks we finish sch how ironic isnt it... had comms quiz ydae was oki hope i do well tho! Coz all the ppl in my class r super duper smaRtz haha and spoil mkt.. tmr got mini MPW research thingy then fri got econs midterms!! sho ScAry...! argh what if i screw up agAin... and mon got FA midterms.. wed LTB learning response and MPW informal presentation.. following sat CSP proj... then bREAK!! aha haha ydae i dunno why i just got really really stressed when i thought of all the shit i had to do this wk.. but thANK GOD i made it thru ydae... was in such a depressed mood man crap and i hate feeling that way.. Sometimes when u pray tt's when everything else seems to fade away...=) but sometimes i wish i had something more... oh wells but i feel so much better already..=) ahhaha anw i duno why i cant seem to get down to work... altho i have so much work! ai mus jiayou jus this wk less than 1 wk la...! bleahhhh by next mon it shld be not so bad already act ahhaha We can do anything through the Lord who strengthens=)
=) ahaha i feel qt happie tho i m damn tireD now... everything's getting better=) and my work is starting to becoming a lil less stressful coz 2 out of 4 of my deadlines/quiz next wk got postponed!!! yayyyy i m so happie! ahhaha but still a lot of work coz i only started studying this wk... Give thanks to God for He is good=)
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