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lifted on hIGh... i feel happierz... haha i was so tired this whole weekend.. rushing here rushing there like a madwoman like that.. so many things to do! and so many stuffz happened but in the end.. Our God is an Awesome God=) i luv p n w, today's p n w to kick off the new VC program made me feel so much happierz... somehow tho it wasn't say pow wow bam wam but it was nicee=) well to recap the past few days, there was: Econs presentation that made me feel the shittifedness that i felt last term... i never wanna feel like that again! but i luv my grp: beckz shir and yt! we mus jiayou and do the reportz well!!=) Super duper many LTB proj meetings, our video roxs my soxs.. haha Chionging FA proj, staying over at lou's place- first time i stay over to do a proj la how sad is tt! hahhaha and imagine loulou staying up till so late! hahahha luv this girlie loads! but it was absolutely tiring slept at 4 am woke up at 9 am for ltb meeting.. Had comms ball at nite so i looked like a freaking panda! Then of course shopping for comms ball to get a pretee pretee dress. Comms ball was nicee, was especially touched by the videos, of all the crazy trainings and all, and of course proud of these boys (especially shiwei who's such a retarded shit hahaha) growing into men: OFFICERS! hahha=) but i think the weekend tho it was real real tiring, i feel really happiez nw=) knowing that GOD is gonna help me and us! get thru even greater mountains ahead=)
everyone out there is like competing against you and if you wanna win the race, especially righteously you gotta base it on your own bloody effort and not on anybody else gotta choose the right ppl to help, the right ppl to trust i have seen facts of life that just makes God's creation seem so.. people are not what they seem to be.. they can just arrow you down anytime.. who's genuine in this world nw? i used to think EVERYONE was nice obvious that is all but a big fat lie Pick yourself up when you fall coz when u do, life is ever more..
smile your worries away for like one day or something.. haiz i think my life just feels pretty empty nw feel like i dun belong anywhere.. the FFP is just making me feel even more divided than ever in church.. School just feels empty too, like i can hardly really really genuinely hang out and talk to anybodyz.. and i feel ever more distant fr JC ppl.. Maybe it's just me i m nt sure.. coz i m always feeling so insecure=( and sch continues to pile. NOt having a cca already got so much work and so lil time wth at least one consoling thought is im doing smth that i wanna do... but i guess that's life seems that as we grow older so many things just change and metamorphasize into something so out of the ordinary who is real what is real noW? Lord ignite the fire in me..
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