Tuesday, December 26, 2006

 

why isn't anything going right
damn it i hate being disappointed
i hate not knowing what's gonna happen
all in all i jus hate myself for being incapable and unworthy and lacking everything i should have
my life is jus screwed up
and try as i might to think positive, to think the best out of everything
am i just deceiving myself? what if everything doesn't get better? what ifs and more what ifs
i only know i have to be strong, we hav to be strong
but sometimes it's hard too hard esp when it feels like ure all by urself