i hate feeling so emo.. this afternoon was feeling so lonely and sad and pathetic~~ the feeling seriously sucks and i hate it when i dun have control of all these things.. and think so damn much abt everything arGHhhhhh i mish youyouyou miss YA!~, miss the church peeps.. miss the SMU peeps.. miss the AC peeps.. it's like altho u do spend some time for eg. in camp with the SMU ppl, u dun spend like quality time.. coz in camp there's jus so muchmuch to do.. and priority lies with learning the skills and getting familiarised with ur grp and the games and blahblahblah.. then when u wanna meet up with ppl they're jus so bz and when they wanna meet up with u ure so bz.. the irony of it all~~ i guess if you're really tt gd frenz then u dun exactly have to meet up tt much isn't it? haii wth this is stupid i also know tt.. jus can't help feeling like tt.. hopefully tml will be a better day~~
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