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sch's so tiring and draining.. and comp law presentation really drained all of my energy kind.. yet there's still so many things to do yikes... and also i m feeling so insecure abt so many things.. like my frenz, my family, myself.. like in sch yeah even tho i noe quite some pple and close to a few individuals here n there but yet i dunno i feel insecure abt the friendships made too? have like a few groups of frenz in sch yet i feel like i dun belong to dem kind? and then i would think maybe it's me with the problem or smth like that? and worst of all are like frenz whom i've made for years.. but i feel so distant from them like i don't know them anymore.. must you always spend a lot of time with pple to not drift? isn't it gd frenz do not need to talk that much but you still can confide in them? i guess it might all boil down to me and my own insecurities but i just can't help feeling like that too.. that i feel so out of place everywhere.. and much of this is prob due to the fact that i m drifting from God.. which is the worst worst thing ever.. i mean if no one cares, at least God will but now it's like i dun even have God kind.. feels like SHIT. hai God help strengthen me somehow.. someway..
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