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like i dunno but reality is that chow's really gone. so sudden and so shocking at first when i heard i tot it was a joke but why in the world wud anyone joke abt smth like that.. then so many pple saying it at one time too i rem it was all too crazy.. i jus feel super duper sad now.. and for the past hours i mean i m not like super close to him tho we did get closer recently like 2 wks ago.. and since then it's been really nice talking to him.. but i dunno thoughts like i wished that maybe i could have gotten to know him better before tt or like i dunno so many things have been flashing through my mind.. so fast it's all gone u noe.. like when i first gt to know him at orientation, then all the stoopid things he would make fun of me abt.. or like the way he would make everyone laugh.. but the serious stuff he'll say also, and then recently ASOC camp.. i dunno ARGH.. like there's jus no chance anymore? no chance to have supper and talk cock, or share classes with? or do ASOC stuffs w? and his family and his close frenz..nic too.. shir and geri tooz.. plus the ASOC pple jason, angs, bobbs.. the AC and RJ guys desmond, youan and all.. they must feel way way shittier.. and he was how close with his sis.. and his parents too all the tears and all the hurt think it was madness.. seeing them was jus too heartbreaking already How do they even cope.. think they have to be really really strong u noe really gonna pray tt they'll be strong.. that they can seek comfort.. Chow's this really great guy.. who's one of the funniest guys i've ever met.. he can really make u laugh like anything by his rubbishy rubbish, yet has a serious side to him too.. he can really cheer everyone arnd him up so much so that we can all rem all the hilarious stuffs he has said.. i guess these are the things that we should all rem him for isn't it.. and try to erase all the sadness.. but i dunno isn't life really unfair then? God has reasons we dun understand.. but it still hurts u noe ya.. life is really fragile.. i nv exp this b4 really.. but all i knw is that every single person in my life no matter how big how small is gonna be impt.. coz u nv noe what's gonna happen the very next day.. and most of all appreciate this life that God has given us really.. n pray pray for Chow that his spirit will be at peace with God..
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